Friday, June 25, 2010

"delete all"

A button, I carefully stayed away from viewing photos on my camera. But it finally happened, I accidently pressed it. I believed my camera was also bad luck, it never functioned right and refused to upload anything.now...I refuse to use it. I'm getting a better camera sometime soon, hopefully before some events. It will be worth every penny.

So...in many ways,
you can say...you can't always depend on technology, electronics.

partners in crime

This song "partners in crime" I always viewed as a song about a break-up between and a boy and girl, but today I looked at it as a song about a failed relationship, friendship. For some reason I felt the impact of the lost friendships and relationships throughout the years, esp this past year. I actually missed my "ex-friends" the happy moments of course. I can't ever forget them, neither can I not forget what they have done to me, which lead to our separation. We were partners in crime...
This also goes for my failing relationships with family members. I'm stuck in a place where I am thinking of accepting flaws and imperfections of the person.
I even tried improving friendships by talkin to friends I don't usually talk to, but used to very much not too long ago. It goes both ways, it couldn't just be me.
Relationships do take effort, it takes work, for both sides I believe.
You need to be true to yourself and stand up for what you believe in. Treat others the way you'd like to be treated.

And to my ended friendships, relationships...I thought we had it, but we didn't have enough. Well never go back. This is the end.

Wednesday, June 9, 2010

step ahead

Back again
Right where I started
And I can't find anything
To take me out of your
Shallow waters
That I've been drowning in so long
Who's here to take me out

Time to face another day
But will it be just like the last one
It's up to me to make the difference this time
I'll face another day
And it won't be just like the last

You talk loud without words
I've had enough manipulation

I found my way out
I'm not a slave to your game

Taking back what's mine