work day

Over the past 2 weeks, ive been having bad dreams about my relationship. For example it were always dreams that he was running away from me, or just plain ol ignoring me! It was total opposite of what him and i have been going through so im not sure what it all means. I woke up in my new ikea comforter but still felt disatisfied for i didnt have a new mattress. I had some left-over papa johns pizza for breakfast and garlic dipping sauce. Great way to start the day. I received a message asking if my job had any am jobs. i clearly said no and that if they did, id take it! i work evenings and wished sometimes i work mornings.:(

Today at work, one of my patients requested for a peanut butter and jelly sandwhich and after receiving it, i received a warm thank you for it. He was stoked. We also have this new patient who has mental retardation, he wont stop smiling! he is just so sweet and always makes me smile. Our hospice nurse was in today and we always talk about the happenings in our lives, the future, school, nursing. She always motivates and inspires me to get back in school. I also found out that 4 employees from our facility were "let go". We were searching for 4 persons who have been writin to the state and whoever runs Los Angeles hospital facilities stating false things about our company, forging signatures and everything! They said whoever wrote the letters sounded very "un-educated". TRUST NO ONE!

When i got home, My mother walked out of her room. I havent seen her in a while, but seeing her tonight, she looked radiant and ever so beautiful. Made me smile.