fat tuesday

My A.M. phonecall wasn't so pleasant today. It consisted of a problem and confrontation. Was it resolved? No. Problems can't be solved the moment its made.

My older sister suggested the movie "He's just not that into you" this morning, which I only saw a portrayal of different girls with pathetic personalities, displaying weaknesses no girl should have. I never liked the idea of the movie and seeing it made me hate it more. A man did direct the movie...It had comments about marriage and why some people dont believe in marriage. It's the sign of the times but doesn't change my view on it. I still believe it the way i always have. It's the right thing to do and I will teach my children the same.

I felt incredibly healthy today, i felt very happy on my way to work. I was over-joyed about future events, people in my life, adn the music playing. I was stoked on life.

Every week at work, i get faster and faster and find more time to do my job better. My inspiration to get back "in the books" is always increasing. School isnt forever! To have an education is a great thing!

One of my patients has this crush on me and always gives me little gifts. Today, he handed me a Dr. Pepper, he tried explaining it in Spanish that he is giving it to me. He knows very little english and always laughs at himself when he realizes that i dont speak spanish and then breaks into some broken english. He's a little cute mexican man with glasses on. Then before he went to sleep, he offered me 2 apples. And said "i love you too much". I just replied "gracias, gracias, gracias" haha.

My boss asked me how my trip to big bear went while i photocopied some papers. The trip was about 2 weeks ago but it was nice of her to ask. She asked if i knew how to snowboard and i just told her no and i didnt attempt to try when i went and people die doin that stuff. Well people die doin alot of stuff but..eh you know what i mean.
I told her we took a bunch of pics and that's pretty much it. True story.

My itchy right-eye didnt bother me as much today but my make-up has been. My foundation is beginning to bug me on how it looks on my skin. Maybe because I am aging? Covergirl doesnt work well for me anymore, so im going to have to spend a little more to fix that. My first choice would be MAC. I always avoided this place because of the prices but i know if i want better, this would be the place to start. -$$$

Dad handed me a duplicate of the house key last night, because i lost my own copy months before. Turns out i find it today under my table. Now i have 2 keys.

I was the same way going back home from work. I had forgotten my glasses again but I was still stoked on life! I am off tomorrow and will be spending most of it with mariedet.

*achoo* sniff, sniff

now, let me finish watching "the parent trap" with a young lindsay lohan playing twins in the film... yes, a guilty pleasure. i have lots of those...