hello 2010

Slept at 2am. Finished my batch of cupcakes last night, ready to serve tnite at the new years eve party at my house. work tonight from 3-1130pm. The plan was for my sister and my cousins to pick me up right before the clock hits midnight.

The plan came through, we rushed home and got there earlier than i thought. Had some time to have a dance party and have some desert. I was so happy to be with everyone and always stoked for dance parties. Mom, hannah and I pour some apple cider into 17 plus cups for our guests and passed 'em durin the last 10 mins of the night.

we did our 10-second countdown,"happy new year!" we screamed at the same time. The new year's song that plays after the clock striks midnight, is a bit depressing. I learned new years can be either, very happy or very depressing. For me, tonight? I was very happy. A feeling i didnt feel last year. I felt a sense of accomplishment and pride, gratefulness and thankfulness, did i mention very in love with him? i was again without him this NYE. His being in my life has brought me not only many tears of joy and sorrow but lots and lots of happiness. He called me 5 mins over 12am and "boo-yeahed" me for i joked and told him that every year he failed to call me at midnight because he is either too drunk or his friends take his phone away from him. He was excited and told me that 2010 will be a
big year for the both of us. I didnt know how that would be but he assured me that we would make that happen. To hear those words coming from him, made me very happy and thankful to have him. And the promise that next NYE we would be together and from there on, every new years, we would be with each other. Then i will always have my mignight kiss. He was telling me he felt so happy to have me and it just gave me a sense of relief.

Towards the end of the night when all our guests left, i realize 3 cupcakes were eaten and the rest? left on its silver platter. Apparently everyone thought they looked too pretty and might've tasted too sweet! My aunt apologized and said exactly that in a fb comment. Only because i drowned my sorrow on how sad i was on fb that no one really bothered to have one, except me and my cousin, i think...