half a person

bear witness to the birth of broken promisesas the truth escapes an honest man breaks and im always getting worse at keeping words can’t erase the things that my anger brings can’t erase my striving relationship with loss agony i was taught moral standard has been maladjusted and senseless acts reinforced anything to forget the painthe agony i was taught becoming everything i never wanted to be, somehow until i close my eyes and just fade outjust fade out my soul slips outout the back door to the city streets i can only hope for things to get better but they never do if i never make it home tonight the streets have swallowed me whole love to love to love to love you, but fuck it love, i couldn’t cut it.